Finding My Inner Ranger

Well, day one of finding my inner Ranger has gone pretty well, I think. I have an idea that this could possibly be the one year when I actually succeed in my quest to "be" who I want to be. But I dunno... it's just the first day. I'm posting a clip from Lord of the Rings to give me some inspiration and some umph... especially when I just want to sit around and eat cookies... here it is:

I think it's really interesting how I've decided NOT to be Aragorn AGAIN since I've finally come to the conclusion that I will never succeed with that idea... and yet here I am thinking I can be who? a ranger? is that what I'm calling him now? a ranger? and in my head, am I really thinking Strider? and when I think Strider am I really seeing Aragorn? and what video am I playing? who is that cool guy? and why do I always want to be the guy and not the girl in the movie?? So we'll see what happens...

I did think it would be a good idea to come up with a "how to be a ranger" list - and here is my first draft:

1. Get up in the morning and take hold of the day.
2. If something needs doing - do it. Don't sit around wishing someone else would do it for you.
3. When the going gets tough, the tough get going - that does not mean they go to bed... nor does it mean they go to the couch and watch tv.
4. I can take out my own trash.
5. I can clean up my own messes.
6. It's not going to kill me to be hungry.
7. If someone you love dies - be sad, bury them, and then kill something - preferably an Orc or something meaner and more dangerous. The point is - channel your grief into action - the bloodier the better.
8. Spend most of your time listening and paying attention to what's going on around you.

I also think I'm going to have to focus on physical fitness - I wouldn't have lasted 20 minutes on that trek out of Bree... plus I'm looking at working out a new wardrobe... something to fit my new persona. That will be the fun part - taking on the role - how will it look to be the Ranger Twofeathers - lurking in the shadows... no pipe - but for sure the candle, the cloak, and the ale. Lots of black - and hopefully leather too... how fun!